To truth-teller,

dear fwen, it been past for so long,
thing that happen on 1st/3rd june
and till now u people are still
finding things to say,
just like those news on newspaper
that anyhow, gossip about people life.
was she related to me? NO!!!
she was my friend, just on internet friend.
i respect she done after all, and i had know for
few month ago, thn u now told me about leona.
what making u to spreading news??
who are u? and how u know me?
did we know each other? how u
get my link?
im enough of all this story allright.
pack up and spend ur own life,
stop talking all about this,
it didnt make u worth anything at all.
why are u guys keep talking about her??
if u know about it, u tell me what happening.
from the begining till the full-stop.

I HATE U♣

i been have a nice
job i working now.
dont wish to find another
job that less pay thn now!!
i hate u guy been treating
me lyk a dog!
once u had say thing behind
me, dont think to call me back
say i bastard u guys and all
why now come and find me back
asked im i study or working
why must i help u guys
to find those who need jobs?
why?? give me 100 reason la
nabei, how u guys been treating me?
saying me so bad for?
onces u say about me,
onces u guys think bad
about me, what for of asking me??
and what for u had to know
what i been now?, i can tell u
i been fine and happy
working at metro now!
rather thn working at stupid
BATA!, less pay.
if u say that ur shop having
good sale, why don u
give us more pay? thn $3.20
what i can do with $3.20 for??
and i work frm 12 or 1 till close shop
it was lyk i been working for
full shift, but im just a part timer!
use me to help u for ur sale!
i work for 9 or more jus get $30+
in a day, now i work for 8hour
i get $50+, 1 month can earn $800+
and i work onlii for 4 day
think how u guys been treating us!
i can try u, i happi now thn last time!
when payment day, u just
cnt give us. in that day
u realli dont have much money
or u was lieing?. i don want to care much!
jus fark off, i don wanna bother about
u guys! bullshit.
so happy to say that i cnt find
other job better thn this
hahs, what a joke i hear
say so easy and look down on me
hahs! go ahead man!

♣same as usual.♣

been working all this few day.
dont had much rest at night,
had sale for 3 day. Had to work till
10/11pm. but it alright for me.
i need money for my ownself
so didnt think of working for
long hours, jus wanted to get
more money for this month payment
ytd, was my first time
out for lunch with aisyah.
was awin friend, i know her by awin,
they work in same level but diff counter.
she was friendly girl. we packeted
mac at lucky plaza and go to canteen to eat
we planned to eat at there,
i the one who forgot. but nvrm la
get two mac cup , she dont want so i take
ate for 1hour+ but we punch our card
and eat again. hahs!
awin was the spoiler!!hahs
planned to eat together with aisyah
but her senior when to office
haiizs.
lucky i meet my biibii
so i gava one of the cup to danny.
he cute la dey, i love him too
desmond going to work too,
produce by the school as
his course was office/retail.
hahahas.

on 22july08

my dearest,
this is for my 4yrs besties.

thanks for all thing u gave in,
im nth to you, im not ur blood sis,
im not in a part of ur family,
im not ur relative.
but im ur 4yrs friend and
still counting on.
ur the one i will nvr regret
to met. u handle my lyfe
my love.u are jus my kakak.
i didnt regret wen im down in
my relationship. cos u always there
for me, being crazy, mad, childish, nice and swiit.
however i wants him back
u will say, he sure will be back soon.
when im tired of fighting
with him, u told me not to put it
in my mind, nvr against back,
jus be paitent.
when i want to meet u,
but u out wit ur friend.
but u manage to beep my fone
to ask me out the other day.
when u skooling, im bored that
i miss u also.
when our beloved sis
become a liar to us
u start to wash off ur hand
but u hope non of us will be lyke her.
u the one who teach me
being a nice person, when u know
im not in a good temper last 2yr.
u sort me out within 1yr. cos it hard for
you to sort me out easy when
im with my others friend in class.
even how tired i im,
i hope to meet u that days.
even do i had to go over to marsiling
to meet u guys with danni.
im shock to seen ur msg that
u treat danni as ur adik! thank .
how im down or up. u mange to clam
me down, when i was in a worst moment
beeing alone w/o him,
u online and talk to me.
when he been doing silly thing toward to me
u know, one day when he sort of happi
he will back to me.
yayah, there still got much more i
want to say to you.
i donknow how am i gonna thank
that what u had make a
impact to me, that a friend
are there for me.
i hope u will saw my post in
my blogger. do look at it.
when im out with you, i felt myself
be happii thn others.

my dearest nur hidaiyah•
ilove you most too(:

enough mean enough
i wanna stop fighting wit you.
it hurt still, some how
u will say abt me. i don wan!
stop it!!!

i love you.

haiizs,
todays jus wanted
to chat with you
even do i had no words
out frm my mouth.
cause im bored over again.
nth to do. i have not question to ask
not tings to say.
jus because i donknow wan
to talk about, u told me
if nth to say, you wanna
put down, dony wanna
waste ur hse bill,
nabei la!. say u wont hurt me again
but jus like to tell lie to me!!
thn what msg u,
didnt wanna kol me?? u should know
i cnt use my hse fone alreadii
ltr if i kol you, i didnt talk
u say me. i know i didnt kol
u before. cos do u let me know
where are u before? do u let me know
wat goin on with you? do you?
now i msg what u doing
didnt reply or kol,
can we stop fighting again!
i didnt rise my voice, i had no
motive to rise my voice.
i rise up cos, u didnt trust me at all
u accpt wat i am, are u for real?
the msg thru tat nite. if u hate
what i im, why u asked me to accpt back?
wen u was bored, u came to me
i there for you, thn her.
but what i get now?
i keep paitent for what u did,
i paitent u sound me, i paitent u hurt me
and etc.all becos of what, all i do because
i don wanna loose you,
u wanna hurt me back, cos
i hurt you? it should be
guy calling girl.
i don wanna fight,
cause u will wanna win
what u say.
biibii, don let me turn to a girl
that no one, hope to be.
i don wanna turn to a bad girl
i don wanna be lyk awin do. i don wan
baby, u know i still sayang you.