fina 1304

2008-08-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

To truth-teller,

dear fwen, it been past for so long,
thing that happen on 1st/3rd june
and till now u people are still
finding things to say,
just like those news on newspaper
that anyhow, gossip about people life.
was she related to me? NO!!!
she was my friend, just on internet friend.
i respect she done after all, and i had know for
few month ago, thn u now told me about leona.
what making u to spreading news??
who are u? and how u know me?
did we know each other? how u
get my link?
im enough of all this story allright.
pack up and spend ur own life,
stop talking all about this,
it didnt make u worth anything at all.
why are u guys keep talking about her??
if u know about it, u tell me what happening.
from the begining till the full-stop.

2008-08-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

I HATE U♣

i been have a nice
job i working now.
dont wish to find another
job that less pay thn now!!
i hate u guy been treating
me lyk a dog!
once u had say thing behind
me, dont think to call me back
say i bastard u guys and all
why now come and find me back
asked im i study or working
why must i help u guys
to find those who need jobs?
why?? give me 100 reason la
nabei, how u guys been treating me?
saying me so bad for?
onces u say about me,
onces u guys think bad
about me, what for of asking me??
and what for u had to know
what i been now?, i can tell u
i been fine and happy
working at metro now!
rather thn working at stupid
BATA!, less pay.
if u say that ur shop having
good sale, why don u
give us more pay? thn $3.20
what i can do with $3.20 for??
and i work frm 12 or 1 till close shop
it was lyk i been working for
full shift, but im just a part timer!
use me to help u for ur sale!
i work for 9 or more jus get $30+
in a day, now i work for 8hour
i get $50+, 1 month can earn $800+
and i work onlii for 4 day
think how u guys been treating us!
i can try u, i happi now thn last time!
when payment day, u just
cnt give us. in that day
u realli dont have much money
or u was lieing?. i don want to care much!
jus fark off, i don wanna bother about
u guys! bullshit.
so happy to say that i cnt find
other job better thn this
hahs, what a joke i hear
say so easy and look down on me
hahs! go ahead man!

2008-08-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

♣same as usual.♣

been working all this few day.
dont had much rest at night,
had sale for 3 day. Had to work till
10/11pm. but it alright for me.
i need money for my ownself
so didnt think of working for
long hours, jus wanted to get
more money for this month payment
ytd, was my first time
out for lunch with aisyah.
was awin friend, i know her by awin,
they work in same level but diff counter.
she was friendly girl. we packeted
mac at lucky plaza and go to canteen to eat
we planned to eat at there,
i the one who forgot. but nvrm la
get two mac cup , she dont want so i take
ate for 1hour+ but we punch our card
and eat again. hahs!
awin was the spoiler!!hahs
planned to eat together with aisyah
but her senior when to office
haiizs.
lucky i meet my biibii
so i gava one of the cup to danny.
he cute la dey, i love him too
desmond going to work too,
produce by the school as
his course was office/retail.
hahahas.

2008-07-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

on 22july08

2008-07-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

my dearest,
this is for my 4yrs besties.

thanks for all thing u gave in,
im nth to you, im not ur blood sis,
im not in a part of ur family,
im not ur relative.
but im ur 4yrs friend and
still counting on.
ur the one i will nvr regret
to met. u handle my lyfe
my love.u are jus my kakak.
i didnt regret wen im down in
my relationship. cos u always there
for me, being crazy, mad, childish, nice and swiit.
however i wants him back
u will say, he sure will be back soon.
when im tired of fighting
with him, u told me not to put it
in my mind, nvr against back,
jus be paitent.
when i want to meet u,
but u out wit ur friend.
but u manage to beep my fone
to ask me out the other day.
when u skooling, im bored that
i miss u also.
when our beloved sis
become a liar to us
u start to wash off ur hand
but u hope non of us will be lyke her.
u the one who teach me
being a nice person, when u know
im not in a good temper last 2yr.
u sort me out within 1yr. cos it hard for
you to sort me out easy when
im with my others friend in class.
even how tired i im,
i hope to meet u that days.
even do i had to go over to marsiling
to meet u guys with danni.
im shock to seen ur msg that
u treat danni as ur adik! thank .
how im down or up. u mange to clam
me down, when i was in a worst moment
beeing alone w/o him,
u online and talk to me.
when he been doing silly thing toward to me
u know, one day when he sort of happi
he will back to me.
yayah, there still got much more i
want to say to you.
i donknow how am i gonna thank
that what u had make a
impact to me, that a friend
are there for me.
i hope u will saw my post in
my blogger. do look at it.
when im out with you, i felt myself
be happii thn others.

my dearest nur hidaiyah•
ilove you most too(:

2008-07-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

enough mean enough
i wanna stop fighting wit you.
it hurt still, some how
u will say abt me. i don wan!
stop it!!!

2008-07-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

i love you.

haiizs,
todays jus wanted
to chat with you
even do i had no words
out frm my mouth.
cause im bored over again.
nth to do. i have not question to ask
not tings to say.
jus because i donknow wan
to talk about, u told me
if nth to say, you wanna
put down, dony wanna
waste ur hse bill,
nabei la!. say u wont hurt me again
but jus like to tell lie to me!!
thn what msg u,
didnt wanna kol me?? u should know
i cnt use my hse fone alreadii
ltr if i kol you, i didnt talk
u say me. i know i didnt kol
u before. cos do u let me know
where are u before? do u let me know
wat goin on with you? do you?
now i msg what u doing
didnt reply or kol,
can we stop fighting again!
i didnt rise my voice, i had no
motive to rise my voice.
i rise up cos, u didnt trust me at all
u accpt wat i am, are u for real?
the msg thru tat nite. if u hate
what i im, why u asked me to accpt back?
wen u was bored, u came to me
i there for you, thn her.
but what i get now?
i keep paitent for what u did,
i paitent u sound me, i paitent u hurt me
and etc.all becos of what, all i do because
i don wanna loose you,
u wanna hurt me back, cos
i hurt you? it should be
guy calling girl.
i don wanna fight,
cause u will wanna win
what u say.
biibii, don let me turn to a girl
that no one, hope to be.
i don wanna turn to a bad girl
i don wanna be lyk awin do. i don wan
baby, u know i still sayang you.

2008-07-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

a boring day.

omg, seem that i have
nth to do, and finding
something to cover my bored.
hahs! im waiting for yayah
to msg me the blk, so
i can meet her up at there.
so for the main time
im bored aftr eating!!
haiiis, go out oso get scold
don go out, oso get scold
jus lik, im late home frm
meeting him, thn mom
scold me always late home
don come back, she mad lyk idiot
astleast i wanted to come back
home rite. ah, don tok
about tiis alrdii.
hmm, so jus come here
and blog my entry.
open my fwenter profile,
to listen song. and searching
things for me to do.
and so, my tag board will
be back too. hmm...
blur me ytd nite
deleted all the pic that was
taken on fri, was with yayah
and biibii at esp. haiizs
ask him to put at his laytop,
he didnt. haiizs. jus wait lo.
my fone spoil!!!! something wrong
aftr the pit days. cos
my fone get rain water. tat i let
it at the girls tent. and go to bath
haiizs. my poor fone!! it my
anniiversary fone!! now, onlii the
problem is i cnt listen my music
i have to go in to my
gallery thn so on to listen.haiizs
hmm, im farking bored la!!
dad come back, cos he sick. haiizs
how im i goin out ltr??

2008-07-08T01:33:00.000+08:00

work

WeeHee.
gonna work on
friday, saturday, sunday, monday
others, im off. hees
if you in my shoes, u will
know how i felt when i was working
sometime been bz of customer
sometime boring, cos no customer.
standing to greet them, thn they jus
say hi or say just looking,
thn turn up. walk away. haiizs
boring!! my fwens and biibii
had start skool alreadii
donknow what to do next. hahs!
well. i don mind staying at home
seem that im ez-link card
is low again!! but at last
getto do something on
msn, fwenter, blogger, etc
working been wonderfull
w/o the fatty ass!
i hate her.
im not gonna post what happen
onlii those fwen i told
and my biibii, and my mom.
others. u may be knowing it by me
or just hack care..
i wanna buy heel shoes
not tat high.abite high can alreadii
i not gonna walk wit so many ich.
break my leg arhz. hahs
i know it prettie and swit. but
i had to take care my feet and leg ma.
hahahahs.
well, i miss those days i had wit
kakak eya and wawa.
and the pit we have.
if i had the right, i hope
to stop the time i wnats.
i love you all.
somehow, for my lil sis
i not gonna love her.
she too much.
i hope u turn back
and look for us, but it alright.
since the day, u lie to us and others
im gonna wash my hand off to you.

2008-07-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

things i wanted to COMPLAIN.

it was about taxi driver
that we take just now.
it was soo the idiot driver
i ever met before. first time
in my life. he wanted to turn the car
he was like, turn slowly,
stop and turn again.
oh come on, it making
me wanted to vomite out
all my dinner foods,
stop the car at traffic light
also like wat lyk tat, can park
another car infront of us also can.
drive so slow, only get some money
frm the usual price.
stupid uncle!. give money also
so the dam slow.
uncle, come on larhzs
u not going to take
100bucks frm my mom ouhkies!
and it was last nite, to bath
haiizs. had to wait again.
hmm, 2moro wat to eat
so boring. 1hour break.
hope can sell more pairs
of shoes thn today.!! hahs!

2008-07-04T12:19:00.000+08:00

pics pics!!

somehow i still cnt get
pic on kakak eya b'dae.
it fun and nice to have b'dae
dinner wit kakak eya, wawa
their cuz and etc.
_________________________________________
•finish work and rush down to amkhub
to meet them for dinner•

____________________________________

•3/july/08•

2008-07-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

post.

new post coming up .
cos somehow
someone don seem to bother
to online and send me pic
even do, we had some thing
on about us.
well. foget it men.
it treating me in
a cool bloody ass.
bye. i will post it
wen i get those pic.
i love kakak eya!
i miss tat nite on her b'dae!
it been fun and peace.

2008-06-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

my dear friend.

ouhkies. it not really
good to talk about you at here.
while, u been a great friend we have.
but since the day, u with izad
everything frm u had changed.
seriouslly, it sux!!
didnt wanted to contact us,
didnt want to reply our msg.
fuck la, when u end up in a saddnes
stage, u came to us, and we do advice
to you, and now what up. ignore us??
that time hidaiyah and reduwan meeting us
after we off frm work and u do tell me that
u told ur boiifwen, tat u will be with us
after work, and what reason to told
to hidaiyah?? say u need to meet
aka iqah to take ur things?? so cnt meet.
how many time u been tell
lies to us, HOW MANY TIME!!
i hate u, been so idiot!ur my lovely girlfriend
i had, thru i was in a bad mood and so on.
whe u wanna g out, asked m to company you
i really, did go out with you,
when you need help i try to help
need ppl listen ur story, u kol me at
night to talk ur sad thing.
i really dont mind gurl,
but what you did to us. u tell me.
it make some of our friend leave a
bad memorise u know?? don tell me
u dont care, cause now u be with ur bf
more thn us alreadii.
seriouslly shit!
todays i saw u at working
i kol you, and yet u jus look at me and
punch ur card and go.
fark you la. thn go eat didnt
want to find me, had new friend
throw away ur 4yrs besties?? come on
today i saw u, i didnt want to
come to you. finish work, saw u at canten
i jus look at other side.
why i did tiis sia. u been making us
so mad of all things that you done to us
when the saddnes day come
don come and look for us!.

2008-06-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

This few days.
[im not gonna write in proper words,
im sux in typing it. dont understand
step aside, it my blogger.]

well, taken off for 3days.
im not sick, but i mad.
cause i been having fun
in thiis 3days, have pit with
my secondary school classmate
and with my ex, and few others
friend. it was set by my friend, azmi
im her to thank you for open
pit for us. im too happy at there.
with you guys was my fav times!!
i love you guys. have our pit at
east coast, pit at E49
and some sleep for the first days,
some ton for hanging ard. damn!!
i cnt. cause i use to sleep early near 12
i didnt know what time, cause didnt wear watch
and my off no battery.''alamak''
so i slp with my ex one tent, cause
my friend bring their boyfriend, so
i had to sleep at my ex tent.
it a windy nite sak!!!
wake up at 8plus i think so.
thn for few hours, it start to rain again
and and my fone did spoil for the first day
cause it raining, thn those gurls closing the guy
tent first thn our gurls tent!! it okay.
my fone seem to be repair la.
camera cnt take press. others ouhkies
haiizs. boring!!!!...
the nxt day, the ranger came
cause we didnt book the nxt days
so we had to move frm E49 to C4
what the fuck they telling as to move
a dam long distance!! finally we reach
D. thn stop to buy drink, go toilet, bath
we my fwen bath tiis uncle i donknow why
we tok he mad. but we listen what he say
and we know what happen. it really
making us to support the old uncle for
scolding them. he keep scolding fuck ur mother, fuck you, etc.
cause he wanted to rest on the sit, but the ranger dont
let him to rest. what the reason of not letting
ppl resting sia!!! what the hack tiis ranger doing man!!.
but nvrm. we carry on our walking.
walk and walk and stop and sit2 makan, slp. take pic
and ard 6plus or what. i cnt rmber the time
we was at the macdonlad infront .
buying nugget to eat. omg!! itch mouth. hahas
thn we open our tent at the beach there.
thn start to do our things
but some of my friend had to go home
so onlii left 2 tent.tiis time
all ppl slp. till 4am!!!
stupid 2 indian gurl, been talking so loudly
say about the sis boyfriend and blah blah blah blah blah...
we was like fuck you, cnt u see all ppl here are slping
and two here drinking alochol an scolding each other!!
early in the morning came here jus want
to talk about ppl things. go away la. disturb us
omg!! and stopped awhile we tok they
stop talking, and we finally can go to slp.
and sudden they scold again. omg!!
wake up go mac wash my face and all
come back, awhile we pack thing to go home.
well. it a wonderfull lyfe time!!.
i miss tiis feeling again
oh gosh..

2008-06-17T11:46:00.000+08:00

new pic.

hmm,

im not gonna post,

thing at here.

cause im bz of things

ard me now.

but pic will still been

posted in

and and, i wanted time

to turn back,

i want him back to my heart

can can can??

words cnt see anything,

but prove is just what

you can see. wont u know

im still waiting for you

to come back to me faster??

IMU still.

2008-06-05T13:23:00.001+08:00

alright people out there,
i didnt say my eng is good!
it sucks, i know.but i dont understand,
why are you guys so bothered by it?
i didnt say your eng sucks or whatever.
speak out if youve got something to say about my english.
ouhkies, rather thn talkin about me.

For my loved ones.

well, things has happened to me and you,
and no ones gonna solve it.it up to you olrite.
since ur have gf i won carry on hoping.im gonna work,
and study if i get to skool. the truth is,
im not wishing u to come bak i admite i wanted you back
and waited for u,but hey,
i gonna move on and stay away from you.
im gonna prove to myself i can stay happi w/o you. yes,
ill live w/o you reduwan! ur not my bf,
ur not my path im walkin im walkin in my own prettie world.
i cnt accpt the fact that,by 3rd day,
u told me u havea relationship wit a gurl.
ouhkies it fine.thn why u still wanna contact me?
u know im bored enough to wait for ur kol everytime,
everyday.but i know its almost impossible.
u have to accompany ur gf ma, she says she doesnt mind.
are u sure?say she understands more thn me go ahead larhzs,
keep hurting me, its onlii making me move on.
seriouslly shit ouhkies.i should have left u earlier but,
i jus cnt bare to leave u w/o me. cos im still in love wit you,
wen i bear those hurtful thingys from you.u say u hate me,
wat for u tell me?im moving on,
i wanna know more fwens more caring, jus lyk my gfs ard me.
jus lyke those bfs ard me.now i realize i'll live w/o you,
i can be happii, somehow im still sad and mis you,
but theres a way to let me know,
i can be strong enough for myself.im here to wish you,
happy relationship and be a loving couple longer thn we had.
forget all those past thing, let jus be fwens.
i know it not hard for u to forget all the past.
but don forget my b'dae.my heart will welcome u to celebrate
or company me.im gonna have the last tears frm my eye.
and no more becos of you.
i wanna let u know somehow those past u makin me moody,
i still love you, cos i don wanna lose you.
all becos im always in love wit you.im gonna live w/o you,
but time heals everything. ps. takecares always.
need help, come and search for me, if i can help.
i will.never say no to helping you, im not selfish.
and do take care of her kkz.

2008-06-04T18:24:00.002+08:00

R.I.P

-Leona Afiqa Wilson-

5 May 1990 - 3 June 2008

18 Year old

Pretty and Strong girl

things left behind

Rest In Peace

Miss You.

2008-06-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

About my blogger.

Ok, i know ppl out there are
talking about my english was sux.
hmm, well
i was just typing my singlish alright.
i use to it, so sorry kkz.
But, what thing related to you
guys, that posting on a blogger
name JASON. im in moody of
my problem, and yet
people out there are keeping,
gosip about me on my tag.
PLEASE!! think before saying can.
it was my problem to type those
languages ouhkies,
and im not malay, im look
alike, but im not ok.
it my blogger, up to what i wanted
to type on it can??.
isnt my choice to type on
my OWN blogger, i didnt
use ur blogger to conversation
with other blogger what.
I being stress about what im
thinking of. cnt u guy, spare me
a way that what i wanted to write.
if there have any problem that dont
understand, ask me striaght away ouhkies.
just a please.if u guys wanted to write
something, cnt u write those friendly ways
than asking me to write proper eng
and pls alright, do write ur own name
and url, so i can know who the want
no need to scare, and i dont think
u guy are. so aint we can make friend
thn putting arrow to my blogger
with bloodless way round alright.
THANKYOU!.

2008-05-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

My love and trust.

haiizs!!!
i realli donknow
i been think it frm
ytd nite aftr come bak
home frm meeting you.
i donknow i have the trust on
you anot. i donknow.
i scare to loose you.
i donknow how im i
gonna change to be good
felt left behinde frm him
i donknow. I REALI DONKNOW
i love you. but u seem
to keep askin for break
just lyk, im not gonna
meet you cos i didnt brin
awin adult card, thn u wanted
to break, i oso wan to meet rite
WHY. treats me oso not
in a good way
ouhkies. i jus thinkin
to take the bus frm the mrt
nxt stop. didnt tink of takin
at mrt there. but oso the same wat
all the thing had happen
i felt you not loving me
i donknow im i wrong or
correct. haiizs
i realli donknow
i scare to loose you.
i realli still loving you
didiny you?
or u don love me alreadii??
last chance you giving!
was lyk sad
i been give u chance
wenever u broken it
i keep accpting u.
but u?? it is hard.
i donknow!!!!!!
where the love where
you giving me love, care,
swiit time and all..
it seem to be gona
and u oso had change to
another person
i don wanted you to change
you is you. no mttr how you
change, always it you.
im jus simple loving u so much2
always u asked to break
i will keep wanted you bak
why i did tiis. why
was it hard tat u
will understand.
seriouslly! i realli loved you
no other guy.

2008-05-23T14:29:00.000+08:00

It friday.

Hmm.
it been a few
hours for waiting
him to kol me.
cos im meeting him
today.
and ytd nite, was asked
him to meet,
ouhkies. i asked for it!
well.
i wake up ard 11.48am
and don dare to
slp bak till 12plus
meeting you what
and been switchin on
my computer
and wanted to see my
fwenter. but it sux
of the type of
mobile fwenter!!
i don wan ouhkies and
ya!!. i couldnt know how
to go bak to fwenter
w/o mobile.
i mean normal type la!!
haiizs
so it sux ouhkies.
could see ur
profile, with layout
comment, song.
oh-my-goddess sake.
olrite been eaten my
lunch ard 12+
thn i msg him, asked
where he is
i been msg him for
many time, didnt reply
or kol!!. so wat im tinking is
he probably SLPING!!!
i hate him about tiis!!
meet and didnt came up!
fuck man.
don later wait till mom
come bak frm work
you kol me to meet you
ya rite, u should be know
i couldnt go out wen
mom was at home alreadii.
so it too bad lar
and im mad ouhkies
wanted to meet you
i wake up, and u say so
late. idiot ouhkies!!!
and now wat u doing man
kol me now lahzs!!
i have bath finish
and been waiting for u
should a pig man!!
ltr say u pig, u don lyk
haiizs. boring la dey!!

2008-05-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

what a great news tat u told.

think im not,
sad, jealous is it uh!!
sudden told me that
you have bestie, it a girl
so. what you want me to do
wen i say your problem
cause im jealou alright.
so it been 3years
i also have
i have 3 bestie ok.
im admit that
im just been jealous
when u told me this
it just farked up to hear!!
just because of tiis
u dont wanted to tok
to me in the fone, dont
wanted to msn me is it!!
u farkin making me
had a bad day.
and u think it nice
to hear it is it,
that you say, later
something happen..
fark!!!! bitch man!!!

2008-05-18T16:40:00.000+08:00

my relationship.

haiizs
whats happening
it been so farkin
mad those few days
whats wrong with me,
keep fighting whit my
bby. but i didnt mean it
im being stressing
for my skool and money
i just want to do things
smooth, simple, easy, happy.
but why. haiizs
im been scare to loose you.
but why i feel like this
cause urs mine.
i don wanna loos something
that let me happy, smile
enjoy. i really dont know
all i wants was a relationship
in happy life times.
im a simple girl with
carrying a simple dream around.
i dont really wanted to move on
it sux when ever the pain comes
around to me.

2008-05-17T03:41:00.000+08:00

Those pic tat taken few days.

roaster chicken n us(=

It me and YaYah.

Emo?? Im not.

loves.

Gurlfwen!

SMile on de candy shot!

2008-05-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

im sad.

ARGH
im feel lyk crying.
wat i do wrong
everytime sad of tiis and tat
wat i want to throw
u aside,
as i was tokin to my fwen wat
aft tat u kol
did i throw u aside
im feel farked upset
for tiis few days.
i hate it always
why!!!
do u need to tok bak
aftr tat get in to a fight
and it my wrong again
if u can tok me, im too much
why i cnt say to u?
if u hear it, are u angry or sad
didnt u understand how i
feel wen u hurt me at first
wen i sad and bein hurt
i try to do something
to get myself stronger
for not letting u to hurt me
wat on now.
revenge??
are u??
u did ouhkies
u didnt tell me
u did tell my fwen ouhkies
and i knew it
u had to hurt me lyk tiis
iszite, if u feel im hurtting u
do u tink wen u hurt me??
WATEVER.
u sure will tok me bak
u sure!!
i wanna move on,
but it hard.
as tiis 2yr+
im been loving u so much
and yet, u say i don love u
wat the fark!!
all i hear. i remeber in my
heart and mind.
happiiness things are always
hard to remember!!

2008-05-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

ARGH. i hate tiis moment.

haiizs
there no reason for
me to say larhzs.
it realli so fark
had a fight wit him
and i wanted to cool down
by my own, so asked him to
kol me bak in a few minutes
thn he asked why don
tok nicely so i can cool down
im ouhkies wit it.
but wat had u say, u keep tokin
about it over and over again
now wat up again uh.
haiizs, i realli hate it so much
u jus don understand it, wen im
mad, i won be listen ppl ask me to
i jus follow wat i wants. is it hard for
u to kol bak, ouhkies, if u didnt kol
im bored olrite, i not angry.
and if u cnt do it, is tat my fault??
i jus wan to coold down for few min
and u say, no need to kol anymore.
wat the FARK.
makin more misunderstanding
i did msg u, u oso didnt kol me bak
are u wanted to treats me bak uh!!!
u jus cnt listen it
jus let me cold down larhzs
wen every ppl angry, they will do
other own thing, but hardly to
listen ppl, wen u asked me to tok to
u nicely and wat u say again,
u keep tokin bak to me
and ofcos i will shout,
as i want to let those air in
my heart to comes out. if u not happii,
u can let me cool down, i had
tok u tat wen i mad
i jus wan to be silent
now i say sorry, u didnt reply
or kol me, say tiis say tat oso wrong.

ARGH!!!
im hot ouhkies.
can u let me be wat i wan
wen im angry
cnt iszite,
haiizs
FINE!
if u don wanna kol!!
u farker!!!

2008-05-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

moment of my time.

hmm
beiing bored. well, im waitting
for ur kol. hmm, i still missing u
while, we had jus met. i so hope
to see u everyday!!. hmm
if can let me turn the time bak
i wants all my fwens and my bf
i wanna turn last nite, to a good nite
as, it realli not ur fault to blame on.
it was my wrong, as u was just wanted
to tok to me, hmm. i oso donknow
wat the reason, tat im not reali
in a good mood, im sorry olrite.
it not ur wrong to blame on.)=
im still sad, even it last nite problem.
i realli don wanna loose u in my lyfe
as, u realli bein the one, to make
my lyfe bright, wen im missing my fwens.
ur not the one makin me sad all time.
u always giving me, a nice swiit time
tat why u don choose my EX, cos u are bttr
thn them. i hope urs always mine,
not others gurl ouhkies.
u make me more loving u,
and don want to let u go!!.
BiiBii, urs always mine, thn
others.

2008-05-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

DATING.

well, another day again
it was sat...!!
my mom didnt work
today, and she cooked
porridge to eat, and prepare
some dish to eat with.
well, i was lying on my bed slpin
tat was ard 11+,
amelia kol, thn kol my hse,
lolls, thn she msg me
asked wen i wake up
kol her hse, asked
i wanna go out to shop2
so i did reply tat, nop, im goin out ltr
so she say oh, nvm it ok.
haiyo, last min ask me.
hahas.
hmm, slp bak again,
till the time goes to 12pm
i wake up, on my computer
charge mp3 and my fone,
and thn gone to bathroom.
hmm,it a fun days too
i meeting awin at 3pm shape
as she say [shape] tiis words.
so i eat my lunch wit my
mom and grdma, and next
i rest for awhile and i tok them
im out ltr, so mummii asked where i go
i say bugis wit my fwen.
so i get to dress up at 2, and she kol again
asked wat i doin now, so i say jus eaten
gonna dress up, so we end the fone ltr.
hmm. and i wen bak to my room
to dress up, tok of wearing my dress
as can see the weather is freakin
not hot!! hahas. opp. la
but my mom wash my white shirt
well, i was jus wash and wear
for 1 time onlii, hahas.
hmm so no choice i had to wear
poloti or my couple shirt
so i take my red poloti,
as my couple shirt was black
so didnt wanted to wear it.
if not i can be a hot gurl!!
hahas. so taken few min
to use my make-up and aftr tat
i wen out, and awin msg where are u
so i say i walkin at my blk
and i tok she reach, but im the one
thn for 2 bus gone, thn she came wit
atikah. she meeting her fwen so not
wit us, thn wen we all reach
northpoint mrt, i and awin Q up
to put my pay to my bank. aftr tat
we tap our card in, so striaghtly we
reach bugis, we go chomel
tat she bought a gift for raihaan sis,
thn she asked a medium box to put
and she oso had to pay for the box
the Q was so long. we just wait and wait
aftr all done, we go bak to take the box
wit the gift, thn we walked at bugis street
thn wanted to find for food, so we go for
kfc, hahas, tat was long time didnt eat.
aftr tat, we wen for shop again. aftr all
it a nice day, shoppin, i reach home
tat was ard 8+
so i surf the net onlii, watchin tv too
now abite tired la and it so
the freakin bored!!.

2008-05-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

just blogging.

hmm, im tired n sian
but something let me
remind of him, idiot larhzs
waitting for his kol
for a whole nite ouhkies!
and yet, didnt u realize u
had tok me tat u will kol
me bak!! i wanted to meet
u today larhzs, but since i msg u
no kol or reply, so not my fault
alreadii.
so i decide to find my fwen,
wen i take my pay. i meeting
awin later, and wanna buy something
if i still had much money lar
hmm, aftr tat i go for shoppin thn
while waitin for awin to finish work
hmm,i wanna use my day at outside
tat all, i will not msg u or kol u
i will just wait for ur kol!.

2008-05-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

a simple labour day i had.

well, it was a boring day
as i lying on my bed ard 12
and sudden get a msg ,
so i grabed it and view who sent
me msg, and it yayah.(=
she jus lyk my sis. hahas
asked wat u doing, gona go any where?
so i reply, im still lyin on the bed,
hmm didnt go anywhere, why
so she say wanna lepak outside
so i was thinking of esp,
hmm it had been a long time didnt
go to esp, since the day, wit azmi
fazrul and my bf.
so i asked awin if she free today
to go esp, well i waiting for her reply
i msg him, asked he wanna go
esp wit me and yayah, as i waiting for
awin msg, but so badly done tat
he didnt msg or kol, and awin reply tat
she not free, well she still workin
thn get her pay on today.
well well well!!!
wat the fark he doin man,
haiizs, so don care him larhzs
so i msg to yayah tat,
no one comes, as awin workin
and he didnt get to kol me
or msg me bak.
so we two jus go to safra to lepak onlii
hmm, it hot but can go out
it olrite larhzs
so idress myself simple as jus
near my blk, and it hot.
a short pant and a white shirt,
well didnt think it more hot
as i think!! so we will be met at the
old place we use to grather at the busstop
so i buy drinks first, well the weather are
hottie2. so i wait for another two bus
thn i get to met her up
hmm, so we go to yishun park to find
for sit, hmm, it veri hot
we keep tok and tok and tok
it been long time didnt meet her too
hmm, so she asked my bf still
didnt kol, i say nop
hmm, and aftr well, she get a
kol onlii and lyk no one
brother as to msg or wat.
jus simple as tokin onlii
hmm, aftr tat we wen to
chong pang to take her
lence and etc.
so bak to northpoint
and i wanted to buy long john
but saw our fwen, we change place
hmm, so i jus buy kfc
and bak home to eat.
hmm. and carry on watch my tv
hmm, 2moro take my pay
hmm, jus yayah and awin know tat,
haiizs, but think bak, i had no money
to go leii, omg! had to ask again!!.

2008-04-28T18:25:00.000+08:00

labour day coming!!

hmm..
i will be takin my pay,
on tiis 30april. but
however, didnt know wat time
i have to take my pay
so i will be goin there
wen i done my things barhzs.
i realli hate tiis job
well i don wan to say why alreadii
i been typin in to my blog
for many time about it
hmm, i jus wanna take my
pay thn blah. don wan
to care about them alreadii
and i realli verii hate the
STUPID IDIOT VALERIE
u bitch, tok cock behind me
wat christian are u?!!!
i hate it lor and cnt stand it ler
so oso a reason i wanna quit
tiis farkin idiot job ler
pay so less, u think i donknow ah
other bata part-time oso
1hour 4plus more less
oso $4, u wan bata
Buy And Throw Away wan
all customer note it
don ever trust bata tat much
u will be the one pokking ur heart
wit ur hand!!. a detail is tat
a customer bought a pair of shoes
and it stay for 1WEEK onlii
so, wat u wan me to do.
if up to u if u wanna buy,
if spoil, it you been silly
to buy their stock!!,
don ever waste ur money on
stupid bluff stock!!.
stupid terence oso!
well, watever. it over
on tiis thursday was
labour day!! WeeHee.
i had a idea larhzs
cos i wanna meet my sister
tiis thursday, pls
aunty let her meet me,
i sway to u, ur child will
be fine wit me wan!!
hahas. im i the sister cnt take care
of her cousin?? hmm
trust me larhz aunty
i miss her so badly.!!
wanna go out wit her larhz
oso not bring her to those
place tat is bad wan!
u tihnk i wan ah, i oso don wan
i hate it. bein a gurl respect
of themself it a happii way of it!!
hmm, and she oso grow up alreadii wat
jus her and me onlii larhzs
pls larhzs!!.

2008-04-28T00:18:00.000+08:00

wat a idiot day i had.

well. it a boring and hot day too.
all of the sudden, it nth
to do on tiis morning and
afternoon, jus slackin at
my living room wit my
mom and grdma, been
eat ice-cream too.
and jus watchin tv
all day long, aftr tat
siiting infront of the com
and write comment to
my fwen, but she cnt online
haiizs, sian!
thn it carry on till nite
i was sitting at my
living room to watch tv
for many hours.
and it start having news
at chnl 8. so i went bak to
my com and surf net,
but so badly tat. in a big fight
wit the stupid idiot, asshole bf.
since he donknow wat i asked tat:
can view my blogger, see the
view was it on the rite side.
and he the want don understand it
aftr tat, he asked me to tok to a fwen
of my. wat the hack! all pushed to me.
lyk im in wrong lyk tat. so fine wit that
didnt wants to tok to him, since his fwenter
had so many [pritiie2 gurl] for wat i care
he bored!. im been waiting for him
since tiis aftrnn, and he online since 11plus!
wat a silly gurl sitting here to wait for him!
bastard! go add more more gurl la.
asked me to not tok to my fwen much
scare i get closer wit him isite.
so, wat tat, he say those things to me.
he respect me ouhkies.
i had my things, u had ur things
so wat if u nvr msg gurl so!
all u wan was not close to him wat
wen i say his name u oso will not
in a good way to chat wit me,
did i say tat i don wan to chat wit u?
DID I???
i jus doing my blogger layout
so i did tell u, im bz of my layout
did i say i don wan to chat wit u ah?
stop nonsense wit me!
i not the gurl for u to tok anyhow!
IM NOT! IDIOT!

2008-04-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

hahas. a normal day!

hmm, todae was bored
but it olrite, cos
i was listening to
awin ipod. hmm.
it raining aft that. so
windy i lyk it, hahas
thn it my dinner time
i eat many, i donknow why
hmm, hungry ghost maybe
hah!.
aft tat, watch tv progrm.
i love nite, cos had show to watch
hahas, ard 10pm,
i start to chat wit my fwen
and asked him for song
4 min-madonna song
hahas,
and yet i told awin about it
on the fone, cos it she wanted
tiis song, and i help her
to save at my com.
so it was lyk a stealer
standing at my window
hahas, through sending
song by bluetooth
at my window. hahas.
so funnii.
hmm.

2008-04-09T19:00:00.000+08:00

SHERFINA ARE STRONG

im strong enough to
take wat im gonna take.
no matter wat, there still
had way for me to do wat i want
study, work. didnt mean i
cnt meet my guy and fwens
there had way to tink.
but no matter wat, we will
keep in touch. it hard for me
to bare for 10month. but i
had to be strong so i can move on
no matter wat. biibii, u are
the guy i love most, no
replace in my heart.
remember wat i tok u in msg.
i will dig a place jus onlii
u to stay, if u die oso die in my heart
always will follow me, wenever
i cnt meet u. be faithful, swiit, nice,
caring olrite. don do nonsense thing
to me olrite. i don wan it fade away
biibii i love u. i miss biibii
think about, gonna use my com
jus for 4hour, im died. realli
i will update my blogger,
or watever u guy can see
i will update thing tat i had olrite
it still long till nxt yr.
i hope nxt yr i study more well
even do it suffer
haiiz

2008-04-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

''saddness day and broken down day''

i didnt want my lyfe to be
control by my parent again.
but i had to listen, syg. i know
it hard for u to take it. but jus bare
for few month of 2009.
tiis morning i wake up, my dad kol
me to prepare my thing as soon i can
cos dover ite kol tat i will take media
so i had no choice even do, i wan
product design. but i hate math
my test wen come on english
and math, im poor in math.
i fail my test.
dam..!!
aft all, i bak hm. and im cold and slpy
so i wen to take a nap, my mom bak
home and know tiis new, she tok to
my dad, and now i choose, nxt yr
takin praivte and nlvl.
but i onlii things can do is,
study and work partime, and i had
to pay bak my dad money for my
skool fee by monthly. omg..
and no outing wit fwen and bf ani more
oh man, it hurt my feeling.
dam, i cnt live w/o them. and
i had to bare not to see them,
i miss my bf aftr all. he just was my
part of my lyfe in happii lyfe, and
i had to be by myself..
10month!!!, no celeb annii, no
b'dae present for him,
all nth. all gone in a yr!!
i hate tat. I MISS U, biibii..
i cry alot. but it cnt help
to stop tearings. sudden ask me
not to meet him and fwen, jus lyk
set me to die. it alomst 1yr.
i onlii can use my com for 4hour,
it not enough for me if he online!!
reallii. my 2yr annii coming. it so fast
i hope thing still remain wen i bak.
and till here. im sad!!
no one will be there for me
wen i want to tok..

I had a boring day always!

2008-04-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

i had a boring day always!

hmm. it so the dam boring to
stay at home whole day long
and just using the computer,
listening to universal music,
see fwenter in my both acc,
writing comment bak to my fwen,
edit pictures at photoscape,
msn wit my fwen,
and searching for game at internet,
editing song to my fwenter n
my blogger,
and waiting for someone to
online, for about wait till
4am thn slp. haiiz, but end
up i stay up till so late
he still heaven online.
man.. it bored and missing
and i miss my fwen so much
miss goin to esp wit them oso
i miss my biibii so much oso.
and im dam bored at home too
hmm, wen i goin to skool??
it lyk i still on my holis mood
omg. it dam bored ah..

2008-04-04T02:02:00.000+08:00

I miss my biiii so much..
hmm, so the boring man.
stress bout money somemore
wen i can get my pay.
idiot shit larhzs.
if onli im a rich gurl
omg.. buy abd buy. hahd
hmm. today was my small
cuz, bro b'dae. dude
wanted to give him
$20 want, but seem to
be brankrupt. whole day
outside, aftr tat rash bak
home for the las espd of
the chnl , 9pm. lols
dam nice to watch la..
hmm, those few day miss alot
wanted to meet biibii
soon!!, i miss u.
13.4.06. my annii of 2yr
love u much. wanna get in
to skool. so i had money ler
wanna quit job ler. stupid job.
don ever go to united Sq
for interview BATA.
u work lyk crow and ur pay
lyk ants.and u didnt have a
proper break ouhkies
not even 30min of break.
if not they will say u
rubbish rite. now don wan me
just say. i won cry for it
im not!!
idiot bata, stupid bata
buy and throw away.

2008-04-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

2008-03-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

FREAKING BORED

hmm, dam bored, wen i cnt
even tok to u n msn u. lolls.
but, why should i care so much
about it leii. hmm. jus wait lorhzs
msg u, oso won reply wan wat.
i left few dollar in my fone aftr i
tranfre to ur fone. hmm.
so hard to life w/o money,
realli, wen i had pocket money
i can life w/o my own money
but now i cnt. i not skooling yet
few sux rite.. hmm, and hangout
wit fwen or boyfwen oso. no money
headach man. hmm, fwenter so sux
even desmond using my computer for
his fwenter, so i decide tat why don we
plan to go downstair the mama shop,
to rent for an hour. well, it $2.30
it cheap man. reallii. 15min $1.30
OMG.. i will come again wit my fwen
wen we free. hahas. if my computer still sux
hmm, aftr tat if so tired. i bak frm renting
computer. and desmond did follow me, as
we had a plan meeting my fwen out
but sudden cancel. hmm. he use my com,
and i sudden aslp. lolls. dam tired n bored
i wish i could go out larhzs. hmm
aftr tat i go eat my dinner, watch tv, and
OMG.. im bored alreadii.. man, it reallii
a big SUX of tiis feeling rite now olrite
and stress about money oso.
dam ass. nvrm, find someone to chat
hmm, well, i chatting wit azri few min ago la
hmm, and i refer to jiia edit pic tat i edit n
des did edit for her, but she heaven onliine..
hmm. well. im waiting him to kol lyk
waiting the sky drop, he did say today kol
but it hell, wen he did kol for 2min lyk tat,
well, if i could say, i will say, why don u no
need to kol me, know why, it sad wen ever
u kol thn put down in few min. and now
i had no idea, where are u, gosh
i won say tat, why u did kol
sure u say u kol thn i nth to say
wat the hack man..!!!
lyk u oso don wanna tok to me lyk tat
hmm, well. it realli sux to fight wit u
i oso lazy to fight, it jus make thing
burning lyk boiling water, wekk stop it
i don wanna say it . im jus freakin bored
and alone now..

kampong kids

2008-03-26T15:30:00.000+08:00

4 KAMPONG KIDS WAS AT ESP

ON 25.march.08.

hmm, i was wake up at

12plus. and i wen to on

my com as usually happen.

aftr tat, i wen to toilet

thn i sit at my chair for

few min of starring at the com.

aftr ward. i starting tat im hungry

cos my grdma had cooked lunch

but im lazy to move on to my kitchen

room to take my lunch. so i use

my com awhile, and i msg yayah.

hmm, i miss her. through she havin

class chalet at changi, thrus she comin bak

hmm, and i wen to bath la, my bf did kol me

and i tok him to kol bak

so i take few min at bathroom. hahs
thn dry my hair, and sit infront of my

com and open my msn window.

and i msn my guy tat im done.

so we chat and chat and chat.

hmm. a had a msg again, and it frm

azmi, asked. today i free anot,

wanna meet him and faz
so i did say im free, can brin my guy

along, and they ok for it la, so i asked him

to reach khatib at 5 or 5.15, aftr tat we go to

marina square, azmi wanted to eat
LONG JOHN SILVER, i was think did he
always eat tat combo?? hahas

aftrr tat, we wen to esp to sit2, and

we did havin lame thing la

GIRLY MAN MAN MAN!!!

Kill her kill her. it a indo thriller

so the dam funni, was azmi had the

video at his new fone. omg.

we did see and laugh. and here

he had a ring tone of indian style

ring ring, would u pick up the telephone

we laughin all day long, aftr tat we go to

the rooftop ard 7plus, and my bf teach
azmi shuffle, and he get to know the basic
hahas, im a teacher for him. hahs

flooder!!they did make video of

their shuffle remix. hahs!!

after all their shuffle,

we take funnii pic. hahs!!

being a mama n gf

2008-03-23T13:33:00.000+08:00

Being a mama n gf

hmm,well last friday nite,
me and aween decided to
bring kids out,so she msg
her ex, tat she wanna bring
kiki out, and asked me to
bring my too, so wen my guy
kol me, thn i asked to bring dannii
out too, so it a kids outting on sat
and i had to leave at 4plus to work
so we did early wake up,
oh gosh, i cnt wait for few hours
at bed, thinking how fun it will be.
hahs. and guess wat, i cnt slp till
4plus or 5 i gone case alreadii
hahas, thn sat morning i wake
up by my dear kol me to wake up
7plus leii, so he asked wat time i
wanted to wake up, so i did say 8.15
or 8.30. but i don worry tat he
did kol to wake me up, cos
i had set my fone alarm last nite.
so it ring the song by No Air
[jordin spark ft chirs brown].
hmm so wake up done my thing
and i cooked noodle to eat larh.
thn i kol aween, and she jus wake up
thn she go bath thn wen she done she
msg me and i wen to her hse to
take a bag to use. so we wen off frm
her hse.so i kol my guy hse and fone
but no one pik up, so i know he slpin!!!
cos i say tat i will meet him at marsiling
to help dannii dress.but they SLPIN la
so i and aween wen to tampines to fetch
kiki out,she so cute and prettie look lyk
my fwen larhzs. thn wen he kol me
say tat dannii donwanna go, so i say
we go his hse la to fetch dannii
thn we reali his hse outside it make thing
done by a few min.thn we go novena.
thn i go take my pay $50 onlii sak
thn treats them eat, after tat we wen
to a shop kol COTTON ON, i brought
a thermal tank [white] for $12,
size shoulden tell olrite!!
thn lizzy top [black] for $15
and a pair of t-bar jellies[fluro pink]
it a slipper la. TOTAL COST IS
***36.95*** OMG!!!
i spend all my $50 in one day
hahs!!!tat why i say $50 for me
are not much at all. hahas,
depend on wat cost larhzs acturally

bored n mad

2008-03-21T17:59:00.000+08:00

hmm, im dam bored.
and fwenter cnt use at all.
hmm, keep on disply tis wedsite
cnt disply. ouh gosh.
who can help me.hmm
i really wanna use fwenter larh
hmm.tat time msn tiis time
fwenter, nxt time wat,
internet spoil iszite, no man
hmm, sit at hm oso nth to do
2moro workin too. maybe work
same time as yayah.
buti don wanna see the bitch.
haiizs. i realli need my pay man
it been 1month heaven take
and here goin to be another month
waa, couple month man!. idoit
haiizs. i reallii wan my fwenter
bak to normall arhzs!
haiizs so sian lorhzs.

OH it make me mad

2008-03-20T14:26:00.000+08:00

hmm, tiis happen few days
ago of my working.
i know since ytd, my fwen
told me about tiis.guess wat
the BITCH, tok thing behind
me, damnit, dare to say why
don dare to say infront of me.
jus u dare larhzs! i oso nvr did
anything wrong ouhkies.
for detail, she say i PS her.
PS mean lyk, leave her alone
know why she say tat.
wen.it really makin me mad
i had to work in 9,march
SAT. and i sick on friday.
damit and she say i ps her.
BITCH u watch out arhzs
let me hear frm my ear.
u gonna get it frm me.
i had stand u frm the
first month of the nov
last yr!..u tink u so prettie ah
say so much about ur bf
timer u, u timer him bak.
he dump u, he clever arhzs.
some more u are the wan who say
those shoes box tat u take
PUT BAK UR OWNSELF. ouh realli
u kol me put bak ouhkies.
u say, dare to follow the rule larhzs
i somemore nvr say u put
christian song at the shop arhzs.
u bloody idoit bitch. don u dare say
bad thing to terence arhzs. NABEI!
and last sat and sun i nvr work
i oso can see through terence donwan
me to work arhzs. wanna fire me
jus say so larhzs. keep on wait.
wanna find other work oso cnt.
and u idoit manager hour $3, or
$3.20. u tink enough arhzs.
sorry if i cross my hand up larhzs
u don wan me to do i can, but it
my habbit wat. i cnt one day
change tat manner de marhzs.
i not so hate u arhzs u manger!
i more hate the BITCH arhzs.
she the one give atittude face
to costumer want, not me
and guess wat!!..
a costumer complain to
manager tat got a gurl,
servce not good at all,
give a BLACK face
tat time onlli me and
the BITCH, thn we know is
who larh, the VALERIE, idoit bitch
tiis time i paiseh u in the fone arhzs.
why leii, cos tiis happen
wen she kol my fone. to tok!..
so lame at nite reach hm frm
work kol me, u donwanna rest
i wanna rest arhzs.
so i tok her about tat complain
thn she say not me is her, cos
our face oso BLACK
even if my FACE are BLACK
i oso won let costumer know
want lorh, and yet is the costumer
say is a gurl wit long hair and
wear jacket! DUD, so the farmilar
to u reali, yarh it is,cos tat U,
bitch!...if don have me, i tiink more
complain arhzs, i not sayin myself
so the dam good olrite,
it a fact frm costumer tok ok
wenever costumer hurry her up
she rise up her voice to tok bak
omg...a lady look at me,
i oso donknow where to hide arh
and u idoit go and hug me
for wat!..so the disgusting lorhzs!
and i don even lyk ur hug
squzzing me lyk hell onlii!..
u dare to make me, arhzs
tat it. i gonna make bak u
jus u dare larhzs.
BITCH OF UNITED SQUARE BATA!!!

It Raining

2008-03-19T14:01:00.000+08:00

OH DEAR.. im scare,
wen havin thurder.
haiizyoyo..so loud,
and im scared..MOMMII
come bak now..hahas
well, it been few day
nvr wrote my story,
hmm, im fine rite now.
and lazy to upload larhzs.
hahs. hmm, i wanna buy
shirt, pant, and many
and i forget tat i had a
deal wit tiis small cuz.
i tok him tat, wen i get
my pay, i treat him eat
pizza hut. and tink bak,
i oso wanna use. but my
pay is dam fcukin sux..
idoit shit..why cnt u upgrade
my pay. damit asshole manger
somemore it not a easy job.
i had to work so hard to get
$30 in one day.. or less.
idoit shit rite.hmm.
and nowaday, fwenter
lookin lagging wan.
make me giler onlii..
haiiz. and now, jus hope
it still raining, but no thurder
im scare..

today, 16 march

2008-03-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

Today is, 16.march.08
well, 8 more month.
hahas, is my stupid b'dae!!..
hmm. didnt celebrete since
sec 2, omg..hmm. watever olrite
hmm, today wake up at 10am.
i oso donknow why, so firstly i
switch on my com, so wen to toilet
thn aftr tat, i online my msn.. dam
it was a bored time, lucky i was
chatting at msn aftr tat. it raining
for about few mins. haiizs.
chat chat chat chat! dam tired
alreadii, so wen to take a nap.
hmm, my fone rang. it was my
fwen-desmond. asked wanted
to follow go cut hair. so i did go,
cos i wanted to cut short my
rihanna hair. hahas. $8 and it
take long time to finish cutting
omg!! and aftr tat i should be
waiting for my dad at northpoint
cos we decided to eat shushi, so i tok
him tat i wait for him aft i cuted
my lovely hair. BUT. i did forget olrite..
hmm, wen my fwen and i was inside the
bus reaching our home, and i
remember, so i those him tat
i meet my dad at northpoint!!!!..
omg, lucky he was jus at nxt blk of our hse
so i reached hm, and kol my dad tat,
i at home, he tok i nvr go out.hahas
yar, i go out and yet i did
forget our meeting, hahas
so he wen bak hm,
drove me to northpoint again
hahas, and eat and eat. dud
it ard $28.++, forget it and
it dam full, and aft tat we wen bak hm
~WeeHee~, a nice day. hahas
and my dad brought me a
starhub topup card, thank daddii=)
im a daddi gurl. hahahas.!!! that always
make him worst ard. hahas.
and yarh, desmond did msg me jus
now too, wanted if i want to go jogging
ard our blk. but my mom didnt allow
cuz of the mas selamat!!, U, i warn u ah
better keep ur ass out. u cnt hide forever!!
nonsense!!..

complicated lyfe

2008-03-15T12:35:00.000+08:00

well, i reallii donknow
i reallii haven really plan
i can be strong without him
but i cnt bare to leave him
it almost goin to be 2yr oso
well, i still love u. but will u
break my heart again. i really
donknow.once u break my heart
again. i gonna really bare
to leave u.no matter how
i still love u, or miss u.
oh yarh the ring is broken
or u don wan to wear.
the ring is still ok wat
and u make me throw
my ring away. why, why u
lyk to say tat. so wat u asked
me to ignore, u tink i can.
it make me feel lyk u plyin
my heart ard lyk a foolly gurl
to forgive u. why. did u really
love me. did u teasure it? DO U?
i wish u are. don let me sad
and hurtfull, i donwan to be
hurt anymore, i don wan u
to be murderer.

OMG

2008-03-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

haiizs. im die.
i tok my grdma, i goin
to work. yarh rite, go work,
go dating thn really ah. hmm.
tok of meeting azmi and faz today
but, at the last he msg me,
tat they cnt make it, so it olrite.
i kol aween, asked wat time she
finish work, and she end at 11pm.
alamak!! now onlii wait for two
respond! know who, yayah and
my guy. well. i donknow should kol
him my guy or wat la, whatever olrite
haiizs. i had been msg him jus now
aftrnn. did reply. guess, he was
slpin ah. so now waiting for
yayah. i wanna go out. hmm.
im stress ah.

IM MAD

2008-03-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

What the hack.
funnii iszite. tok half
way frm fone, and u
asked for break, KNN!
say so much tiis break.
not olrite ouhkies!. wanna
break rite. ouhkies
not u break up wit me,
im break up wit U..
be carefull when crossing
the road. don get bang ah
u idiot. breaking of my heart
happii iszite, play my heart
say what jus lyk the malay song
he love her, but have to leave her
ouh yar, a song oso can be truth ah
so clever u ah, but u not for me.
u stupid!!! i didnt wanted to hurt
ur heart by breakin up wit u.
am how silly me. don break ur heart
omg. without u, i oso can find my happii
without u, i won mad lyk depress for u!
i won cry for u, when u nvr beside me.
when u wanna love me thn use me ah.
FINE ouhkies, FINE.
i don wanna cares so much
i wanna be wit my fwen.
i happii wen i wit thm.
say i useless gurlfwen ever i had rite
tat time u tok me in msg.
no man. im not. u are!!

a wonderful day

2008-03-12T13:12:00.001+08:00

hmm, well. i met my fwen
at yishun. dam. im wet!!
i nearly missed the bus
and i running to catch up
hopefully, my slipper nvr
make me slip. if not, pain
and malu. and im late.
but lucky im not.hahas
so we aboard the train to
bona visa. we went to apply
her Nlvl exam. omg it start
to rain again and again. haiizs
but we have been shellter all the way
and we meet my guy! dam long
ouhkies, he take 1hour to reach!!
so cold. and we aboard the take
tat he aboard. we went rafflecity
thn go esplande. my lover. hahas
we buy 2 pack cracker and we go
to the small shop outside the esp
buy waters and popcron. and here
come my fone rang. and i saw is
yayah. miss her so much. hmm
so i kol her frm aween kol.
she goin down to bata, to meet
val.hmm. tok of askin her
come down. thn she goin down
to bata. haiizs. so nvrm la.
we eat and eat. after that.
we take pic wit some funni pic
hahas. after tat rain again
haiizs.

planed for todae.

2008-03-11T11:12:00.000+08:00

awell, im gonna meet my
dear gurlfwen out for
30 more mins. She gonna
finish her lesson soon.
WeeHee. hahas, well.
Azmi acturally wanted to
meet me up today too,
since ytd nite, he msn me.
if im free for today. so i say
im booked btw aween today
my dear. what wrong wit u
so he told me tat. the gurl that
wanted to meet. nvr respond
his msg, oh dear!!..could be bz
olrite.. meet u some dae ouhkies.
Promised ouhkies.
hmm. im bored too..sitting here
nth to do. i go and do my
nail. colour wit Glossy Peachy Pink
hahs. dam nonsence.
well. i donknow what to wear
for todae man.
that all for today,
continue if still have

complicated

2008-03-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

my love was so damn
complicated olrite.
why treating me in
tiis way. i cnt handle
so properlly.
pls don tell me
so much of that word
i donwanna break baby
i jus wanna lay in ur arm.
and koling u my baby.
it waste to let u go hunniie
it bein almost 2yr olrite
i still keepin it in my heart
but why. break thn patch.
isnt a stupid way,
i just don wanna hear
that word. im tired of it.
im swear.
baby, don break my heart
im fcuking tired olrite.
i still love u much.

im sick

2008-03-08T21:20:00.000+08:00

oh gosh,
im sick since
thurs nite, my body
was burning at nite
till friday, im not so well
but i still can go out,
hahs. funnii me, sick still
can go out. firstly i wen to
meet my bf at wld.
aftr tat my fwen kol,
to wanted to meet and go
tp esp and bring him along,
and meet my two fwen
at the esp rooftop.
so i wanted to go.
few min wen we put
down the phone,
i start not so well, jus
wanted to rest. but
i had meet my fwen
so i fight for myself to be
stronght. but ting happen
acturally, he asked to break
so i didnt wanted to care
cos, it be many time asked
to break, so i jus tok to my fwen
about what i want in my future
she acturally, wanted to
say sorry to me, tat
she open a topic about a gurl,
that relate to my guy.
but i tok her, it isnt her fualt
to make us break. u are jus
tellin the fact, my dear gurl
i won hate u, tat wat i say to u
i used to love ppl thn hate ppl
rite?, so it olrite. it between
her n him. if she wanted to
fight to get him frm me,
what i can say is, it his choice
to figure it out , tat whic gurl,
he wanted to be. and for my lyfe,
i cnt bare to see him go olrite.
if she wanted to bother my lyfe.
i will always welcome her,
and ask her don regret.
he my guy, i love him lot
frm the day he step to my lyfe.
i wish he will be wit me
till death make us apart.
if she keep on doing those
thing toward him, what for.
if someone don even love her.
i keep on tink it olrite, but
i cnt handle all tat what she wanted
to do for him, let tok to each other
if she wanted him bak.
hurts it can be me, to see my guy off
but if tiis make each other olrite, i don mind
but did he love her?? i donknow
and i donknow whic telling lie my gurl
hear frm her and him,
we do mess up our mind.
but, u alway there for me,
u guy really my truth fwen
always be there for me.
wen i sad, u be the one to listen
always. u know me more thn other,
cos wen wat happen i tok u
u jus lyk my sis, really.
everytime jus lyk to have fun wit
u guys, i really miss tat pit it
realli enjoy wit u guy, so hope we can
over stay. hmm,
thanks alot my fwens=)
i treasure our fwens love always

Dam it

2008-03-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

Im dam farkin sad
olrite!, i should had
put tiis thing down,
and lookin forward.
you jus don understand
what i mean, guy are
suppose to support
a family wen married
alreadii what, who gurl
won want. if i pay all the
bill, thn u don use my thing la,
tat what opposite side way
u say to me olrite, if u need money
thn i help u pay lar,
but not laying of me to
support the family what.
mom support cos,
dad not there.
but for my family,
dad pay. dad even give
money to mom, to spend
and takin cares of me.
i don wanna end up
jus lyk my aunty.
i donwan. i still wanted to
be with u, cos i wanted u
to prove. didnt u
wanted to prove to dad.
where are those word
u promised me. now u have no
money i don mind.
but i don gonna live wit a
family without money jus
lyk now. i want u to be a
good husband, cnt i be
happy of tat. u won get hurt
but i will get hurt.
i donwan ppl to look down
on u. i really donknow!
really, i really love u.
but what i get. i donwan
to be alone. i wan u to be
with me. i wan ppl see
tat my bf/ husband
is not a useless guy ever.
i wanna live w/o judging my lyfe
i wanna be happii.
but where can i get my
happii with u??

Im in deep of mad

2008-03-05T20:55:00.002+08:00

here in go today again.
he put me down, n say
it was a joke tat he tok me just now
tat time say u wanna break
becos u love me. HAHAHAs
what a joke tat u tok me,
felt so idiot to fell in
ur deep trap!, and now
what, u don love me,
but cos u wanted me to
company u onlii, and guess
what i felt, I HATE U
when u hurt me lyk tiis
im mad and sad, so.
why cnt i. u make me
upset lyk tiis, and u wanna
angry of im sad n mad.
i can take any joke u wanna
but not plyin our relationship
understand!...
once u hurt me again n again.
there no more many again,
cos u let me learn my lesson
and i gonna be stronger than that
once u give me tiis feelin
i will try my way to avoid it.

today was wednesday(:

2008-03-05T16:05:00.000+08:00

hm. today was a rainy
and windy day.
felt so refresh of it.
and so i farking boring
hmm, where my syg goes.
i miss u so much.
donknow u still sick anot
haiizs, jus watch a movie
and u get cold so easy,
my poor hunniie bunniie,
i oso wanna watch ah long la
hunniie! lolls, hm.
but too bad, no money oh.
reach home msg me or kol
me olrite. i been waiting for
ur reply oh.(:
hmm, keep listening to song
oso donknow wat else to do.
it really a dam boring ah,
not windy alreadii.
somebody chat with me!
im farking bored over here
till here again!

my outting today

2008-03-04T23:36:00.001+08:00

today was a
some kind of shopping
day. Firstly i asked
for part time job at
bishan, BATA.
he given me a book
to note my name and
address on it, so i do
write my fwen and
my boifwen also.
but i write my fulltime.
hmm, donknow wen
i get the detail. i want my
boifwen work. if not ltr
he no money again.
ouhkies. so it done of tat
and we both went to say
ah long. but it seem 6plus
start the show, and i wanted
to watch THE LEAP YEARS,
damn best show i seen..
was toking about a gurl lyfe of
the day of feb.29 of her b;dae
she had a porimise with a guy, tat
meet on every feb.29 same time
and same place. what a love mean
hahas. and yarh. something
recorded me of ytd.
ytd, i meet my two classmate.
we was sitting on the playground there
the yishun safra. and here comes few guy
was seemly younger thm us olrite.
and here a guy came to me.
and say. my fwen wanted her number.
he was tokin to my fwen, but was
refering to me.so she asked why
he asked it, and tink how old
we are, he say make fwen, and we was 18 ba!
omg, it was my 3rd time ouhkies,
tat ppl bein asking for my number
and sorry if i dont accept it larh,
lyk want to fight lyk tat, pls la.
it some kind of stupid and lame thing
u doing ouhkies! NB. keep on see2
i dig ur eye out and go sell lollipop eh.
firstly was at train, 2nd was at my fwen blk
3rd. was at yishun safra, playground.
haiizs.. still remember the 1st wan
making me laugh all the way after bak frm work
hahas. sorri if i cnt give u guy
my number olrite, tink why u want it
olrite. Haiiz, my boiifwen sick2
i oso donknow what happen, came bak hm,
thn he tok me tat he cold, and getting sick too
haiiz, love u my swiitheart boiifwen(:

THANKZ to you both

2008-03-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

Yeah.
I finakky get my new
blogger acc alreadii.
Hehes. (:
Thankz to Leona
and Azuel. Thankz
so much olrite.
i will update story
when something
in my mind to say olrite.
and I will tell in my
fwenter profile when i
uploaded about it ouhkies.
till here first

Story will be continue
FINA